June 2012
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“Technology… the knack of so arranging the world that we don’t have to experience...”
– Max Frisch
May 2012
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To everyone filling my inbox with spam:
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Watchmonsieurantichrist:
Harry Potter as a teen comedy…
Now that was brilliant.
Merlin’s beard.
That was beautiful.
larrylikesmeth replied to your post: Fuck this trazodone nonsense
Fuck Trazadone. Ask for Seroquel. That shit knocks you the fuck out hahaha.
Ugh, no, been there, done that. Seroquel makes me feel like shit. But I have to switch to something else. This not-sleeping thing is tiring me the fuck out.
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Fuck this trazodone nonsense
It helped with sleep for a few weeks, and started getting spotty for a bit, and now even increasing the dosage isn’t helping me fall asleep. My pdoc is getting an annoying call tomorrow morning :/
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one A.M. blues
my heart’s full of lead my head’s filled with smoke just the neverending humhumhum chit-chit chat-chat (shat-shat?) clanging around like they own the place
the corset tightens and I feel Nothing
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“I don’t know if anybody else has this feeling. When you’re walking down the...”
– Thom Yorke, 1999 (via radioheadofficial) I want to have a long conversation with Thom Yorke and he would teach me things. (via antiantimatter)
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Whenever I try to join in the dance party
whatshouldwecallme:
I always end up looking like,
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Anonymous asked: Hi, I also have BPD. I tried Zoloft and some other SSRI, but they just made me have more suicidal thoughts, so I had to get off of those quickly. I finally got put on Lamictal, which has been working well for me, once the dosage got high enough to help and had been in my system long enough. I also see that you did DBT - I hope it helped you! It definitely helped me a lot.
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sircharlesofbutt replied to your post: New psychologist, new NP, and Lamictal?
No experience with it sorry, but all the rest of this sounds super fantastic and I hope all these changes work out as wonderfully as they sound for you :D
Thank you, dear =D. I’m trying to be optimistic, and some days it feels like things are really looking up, but unfortunately these couple of days haven’t...
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New psychologist, new NP, and Lamictal?
I feel like I never post things anymore. Life’s been crazy. I’m still weirded out about being in Rhode Island again. My brain hasn’t fully recovered from the abrupt state of affairs. Or from the memory of how bad shit had to get before I finally relented and went inpatient (although that’s a story for a more talkative day).
Anyway, the new psychologist is really nice, and...
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“The borderline is like an emotional explorer who carries only a sketchy map of...”
– I Hate You—Don’t Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality (via anniestrange)
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When someone I barely know starts telling me their...
whatshouldwecallme:
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Oh hello again, anxiety
Seriously, this is getting out of hand. Lying down in bed and suddenly not being able to breathe correctly or control hand tremors is not how I generally like to spend my Friday nights. So on that note, I’m gonna take my sleep meds a bit early and call it an early quits on this whole “being awake” thing.
Fuck hormones.
I’ve had two near full-fledged anxiety attacks earlier today (while doing pretty much nothing stressful), and now I’m sobbing during Wall-E. My hormones really don’t mess around.
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Last day of DBT outpatient...
It’s actually been really helpful, but I’m so fucking glad I can start sleeping in occasionally xD
